It's been almost 2 weeks since I found out that this round didn't work.
And I have to admit; I am still no closer to knowing what comes next than I was then.
So when I was struggling over what to write for Fertility Authority this week, and someone suggested I write about hitting that wall; it worked out perfectly.
Because it was the only thing I could wrap my head around writing anyway.
Coming to the end of fertility treatments with your womb still empty is a soul crushing experience. One which I am only now understanding will probably color the rest of my life.
And figuring out what comes next feels impossible right now.
I guess at this point, I'm just hoping for some moment of enlightenment to drop out of the sky. For me to suddenly understand what it is I'm supposed to do from here.
Until then though, it's business as usual I suppose.
Meaning that the Live Infertility Chat will be back up and running this Sunday at 3:00pm Alaska time. If you are (or ever have been) an infertility sufferer, please swing by the community and join us at that time. It's our weekly opportunity to check in with each other. To share in each other's successes, and cry over each other's failures. To compare doctors notes and new treatment plans and just to remind each other that we are not alone.
If you want to catch up on past chats, you can do so here:
Life Infertility Chat: Week 11
Live Infertility Chat: Week 12
I look forward to catching up with you ladies then! Skipping last week while I was traveling actually put me in a bit of a funk. I really look forward to our Sunday chats!
See you there friends...
ADSPACE
