I am still in pain.
Still hemorrhaging.
Still just completely and totally over endometriosis.
Which has stripped me of my ability to be strong. My ability to have children. My ability to be the woman I truly want to be.
But today – I won.
Because, despite the pain (and bloat, and nausea, and discomfort - and lack of babies in my belly) I managed to follow through on my big plans.
Kind of.
Shopping was definitely kept short; as in, less than an hour and limited to two stores.
Time with the grandparents was spent with a heating pad attached to my back.
And dinner with The Devirginator and his new girlfriend ended with the two of them and several friends from high school all coming back to my house.
Or rather, my dad’s house.
Where I am now welcome.
Where I now belong.
It’s funny how it all works out… In the end.
ADSPACE
