I got the call.
I know where my estrogen stands.
And where we go after this mornings appointment.
142.
That's up from the 64 I was at on Saturday.
Still not where it should be exactly, but rising.
Steadily.
I am supposed to start my antagonist shot tomorrow, which will keep me from ovulating unexpectedly.
That would obviously be a bad thing.
So I will be taking 3 shots a day; one in the morning and 2 at night.
Bring it on.
My next appointment is Wednesday morning, and until then I just wait; giving these juicy eggs more time to grow and filling myself up with the faith that those estrogens will continue to rise like they need to. We will probably be at least a few days behind on my cycle, which means that I will likely be staying here longer than originally planned; but I don't really know any of that for sure yet.
I am putting on my big girl panties and pulling it together though. Trusting in this process and in His plans for me.
Believing that everything will work out, even if it doesn't happen to my specifications.
ADSPACE
