I am strong willed. When I set my mind to something, it is hard to change.
Today was one of those days when I just wanted to rally against everything and everyone. I wanted to throw my hands in the air and say "why?"
Why lie? Why betray? Why stir the pot? Why treat the people you are supposed to care about like shit?
How hard is it to be a good friend? To be a good person?
I am not good at keeping my mouth shut. I am not good at looking away when I see injustice.
I am not good at it, because it has happened to me.
I am happy. Happier than I have been in a long time. I am filled with hope and faith and love for the people in my life who have always been there. Which makes me even more sure of myself when I think that some things just aren't right. And that if you keep running into the same situation over and over again, maybe it's time to change course.
If there wasn't an inch of new snow on the ground, I would get in my car and drive. If it was summer and the sun was still hitting the earth at midnight, I would be half way to Canada by now.
If I was still living in San Diego, I would be half way to the nearest Sonic.
I would probabaly turn around eventually, but;
I wanna new life
I wanna drive all night
I wanna wake up in the sunrise and love myself again
I just wanna know why
Why I gotta be quiet
I don't wanna just sit down and shut my mouth
All this shit I could do without
I wanna new life
I just wanna drive all night
Wake up in the sunrise and love myself again!
ADSPACE
